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Hay everyone :). Weeeeellllll I've kinda been keeping up on things here >.>
I'm doing ok right now, better than the last post I think, but I can't remember what my last post was! Money troubles as usual but I'll be ok I hope. I've been working at least 40 hours for sure.
So my friend Sierra (Andy's girlfriend) was going to be moving out here to live, and we were gona be roommates. I think we will still make it, and she will still get out here, but she seems to be having trouble with her boyfriend atm, sigh. She was also supposed to be here around NOW, end of Jan start of Feb but she's not gona make it for at least 3 more weeks, most likely :/. So more delay on moving out, which means extra bills for me.... bah!
I need to start opening back up and calling people again. I don't have many friends around here, and I feel like I've been super lame (and I have been lol), about keeping up with them. One of the few people I talk to is Dustin.... however he decided a few days ago that he no longer wants to talk to me at all (because he can't forgive me for the stuff that happened when we broke up a year ago (etc etc)), so I'm down one friend :/.
Welllllll I think that is all for now, I'm trying not to be depressed and stuff lol. People can call me or text me if you wana hang out, yo! Also I should be in aim most of the time :)
xoxox
Janiece
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[02 Jan 2008|06:01pm] |
Happy (late) New Years everyone!
I spent my new year in Tennessee with my friend Wade who came to visit me and some people from WoW hehe. It was just 5 of us but we had a lot of fun getting drunk and talking trash and all that. The sucky part was the day we left to come back (the first) it started snowing really bad at home and is still snowing now.. We've got like a food of snow. I hate winter.
My New Years Resolution is to be living somewhere south of here by the end of the year. I liked TN a lot maybe I will head back to there. I'm not sure if I will make it haha.
Still worrying about money all the time, I don't think that will change unless I inherit (I don't have rich relatives..) or win the lottery (I don't play) or something like that. O well!
That's all for me I hope everyone had a wonderful New years!!!
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Hi there!! Wow I haven't used LJ in so long. I've been pretty out of touch with everyone really :/. Well I'm going to make an effort to keep up on LJ again, cuz it's one of the only places some of you post important data.
Now I will update on my life! Below is a WALLOFTEXT of all emo stuff about my old apartment, I don't remember how to do the LJ cut (someone show me haha) so yea. That aside things have been ok. Basically I am super worried about money like all the time. I'll be fine though.
I bought a car, 05 Grand Am, it's red, I <3 it. I spend 500$ month on it for insurance, payment, and gas. Not too bad. That's about half my income though ><.
I work at Notre Dame in the bookstore cafe. I work full time so I get the benefits and all that (like right now I'm on paid vacation! Woo!).
I'm living with my little sister Kaley and her fiance Justin. I hate him but I didn't have anywhere else to go, sadly. Kaley is about 6 months pregnant with a little boy.
I met someone :X. I met him on World of Warcrack (>< I know, totally lame), and wow do we get along so well. At first we were just really good friends, he was someone I could like talk to about anything, but the relationship is starting to heat up a little. He's comin to visit me soon... As in he'll be here in like 24 hours :X!!!! He lives in Memphis TN, but goes to school somewhere in FL. We're going to have so much to talk about hehe. I really like him a lot, but we both want to take things super slow. Fine with me.
Other than all that there is not much else going on.
Merry Christmas!!!
/emo below
So yea...
I lived in an apt with a roomate, Chris. Well we were doing ok and everything, but then some things happened and we both wanted to break the lease. He moves out early, maybe about 2 weeks before the first. He comes back on the 1st of Nov to sign the lease break papers. He said he'd pay rent that night after work. Well he didn't pay rent. He won't answer my calls. I got an eviction notice. I know I am moving out the 30th and all, but what the fuck.
I have to pay the whole months rent by myself, unless I get him to show up. That's about 640 or so with the late fees. I have to take him to court if he doesn't pay. That's MORE money I'll have to spend. It's pretty much gaurenteed that I will win, but still. All that time and money wasted. How could you do that to someone though? How could you lie and try to make them pay for your bills and all that. And disappear and not return their calls, and have the family who answers say you are never there.
I just bought a car. I have a car payment now. And insurance. Cell phone. I can't afford all this extra shit. All his crap that he's dumped on me.
And I was hoping maybe I could stay with Mom and Kevin (her fiance) for about 1 month so I could get a tiny bit of money saved back up and find a new apartment, but he says no! And the 'reason' he gave, was that if I moved in it'd be so much more expensive for water, gas, and electric. When Mom told me that I couldn't even believe it. I said 'look, that's a load of bullshit. For water, I take a shower like every other day. For electricity, when Dustin and I had our apt our electric bill was 20/month, IF that. I would turn my computer off if I wasn't using it. That is all a load of bullshit and he's just saying that because he doesn't want me to move in." She asked if I wanted to come talk to him so I could hear his reasoning and I said 'fuck no I don't, it's all crap.' I said those out of order maybe but you get the idea.
Ok so fucking great. I have about 200$, I'll get paid about 500 on the 16th. I pay rent, I have 100 to 50$ left. I'll get paid on the 30th, I have to have somewhere else to live (approx 500, so I'll have approx 550 to 600). So that means I need to find a cheap ass apt somewhere, and hope the fucking deposit isn't too big. And then live off my credit card some more I guess (that bill is overdue too.)
I don't understand why I can't get any support on anything. Sometimes I get SO jealous of people that can live with their parents, or can move back in. Or just had some better fucking direction in their life. When I moved out of my stepdads he was kinda like 'ok move out asap.' Well yea that's not going to fucking help me any. I have had NO NO NO NO money saved up, or been ahead of anything for the past year and a half. I simply cannot keep up. And my mom can't even let me move in with her for a MONTH because her fiance's a fucking prick. (and about my dad, my stepmom is an evil bitch, and I would never move in with them. I'd rather drive my new car off of the goddamn fucking bridge first).
So anyways
That was a lot of /emo and depression, but that's just how I feel right now. I can't stop worrying about money, and it's making me sick. I was kinda hoping this would make me feel better but so far it's not ><'. I'll stop now then.
~Janiece
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Um yeah haven't posted in a long ass time... WoW takes a lot of time, what can I say?... Um things are ..ok ish I guess. Erm I broke up with Dustin, I'm happy but unhappy... we are still living together, things are a bit rough. Workin a lot, it's kinda sucky cuz it is always so EFFING slow. Perhaps more later?
<3 all, Janiece
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Well... I feel much better today. Had a nice long talk with my good friend Miru, who was able to give me a different perspective on this whole thing. I feel so relieved. I've put these crazy urges down to being depressed (for whatever reason) and anxiety at work. Basically. It is true that I don't get much time to myself, and Dustin and I talked about that. We talked about a lot of things actually. That was good.
Just major thanks to Miru and Chels and Jenny... I talked to them the most. Miru had such great advice for me. She is of course older (not OLD though! geez) and has more experience than me, and like i said, gave me a great perspective. And some good advice. A lot of good advice XD. (and thank you Lauren for your advice too <3)
So yeah!
Things are much better! I may still feel a bit depressed, but hey, that's like chronic or whatever, and there is only so much I can do about it.
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We were going to get stuff done today... Clean the appt (it's a MESS), i wanted to fill out apps at freestanding Starbucks, and maybe bake, buy the Burning Crusade expansion for WoW, and some other things. We did get the BC (the most important thing!). We also cleaned a bit, at least there is no more trash layin all over the place. I WILL load the dishwasher tonight, that's not hard. I'll start it and hopefully we will unload it tomorrow. I don't work till 5 so maybe we can do stuff then. Whenever I have to go to work I get motivated somehow >>. We also need to get some grocerys. Tired of always havin to cook.
Well, I think I'm done for now :D.
Love you all!
Janiece
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*A blog on myspace from 1-14-07*
As the days go on, I find myself drifting into depression... I don't know why, and that bothers me. Things are going well. Maybe it's my job that bothers me. Who knows. Depression doesn't make sense. Feelings don't make sense.
People tease me sometimes, and lately it's been bothering me a lot. But I just let it go. Sticks and stones and all that perhaps.
The last time I was extremely depressed (not including when Adam broke up with me), was years and years ago. Freshman year, so about 7 years. It was hard to eat, but I gained weight anyways. I was so unhappy. I found myself staying up later and later... Of course, when I was getting up at 6 am or whatever for school, I was staying up till midnight or 1 am... Now I'm staying up past 4.. sometimes till 7 or 8. It's 8 am now.
I have something serious on my mind. It surfaced a few days ago, perhaps a week, and I'm not sure what to do about it. I need to talk to one specific person about it, but how. How how how? It's going to be hard.
I feel this weight in my chest, pushing me down. It pulls on my shoulders and drags at my feet. I need to do something about it soon or I'm going to end up sick again.
I feel like I shouldn't be depressed at all. I'm living with the man I love in our apartment, I can cook and bake, people say it's fun to hang out with me, I am intelligent (cept for when it comes to math), I can draw... whatever. But like I said, depression doesn't make sense.
Well... now that it is 8 am, and I need to get up by 1 to get to work at 2, I'll only have 5 hours of sleep. Hopefully I will be tired enough tomorrow that I won't be up till dawn and after, considering my next day off isn't till Wednesday.
I will go lay in bed next to my dear, sweet man, and let the rain lull me into relaxation, then sleep.
Goodnight,
Janiece
Blog from tonight, 1-17-07
I'm having a problem... I am having severe problems with my relationship right now. It's all me. No, it really is! I love him.. SO much...
But...
From talking to two of my dear friends, they say it sounds like I want to be single again. Why now..? 7 months and I've been so happy. This feeling hit me all of the sudden... like a car crash or something. I don't understand. What's worse, is that I think I agree. I think I don't want to be in such a serious relationship right now.
Talked to him, and we are on a break. However, it's really hard to take a break from someone when you live in the same 1 bedroom appt. And he drives you to and from work. And you are ALWAYS around each other. And he keeps saying 'I love you.' What can I do? Ignore him? No, I say it back, because I do love him. And it's all stupid, because this isn't a break. I don't have any space to think about the one thing that is bothering me in peace, because he's always there!
This just might not be the right time in my life for another serious relationship. I dated Adam for 3 yrs, from the time I was 16-19, had maybe a year break (if that) and here I am in another serious relationship. Maybe I feel like I need to run around and party or something. I really don't know. I want to date people. Not right away or anything, but I want... freedom? That's sucha horrible word to describe it, makes it sound like I think I am trapped or something. But I can't think of anything else.
How can I tell him? How can I tell him with out breaking his heart, and then mine in the process? It's driving me mad. I'm so depressed and having anxiety attacks still. I don't know how to cope, so I'm making bad decesions... Stayed up till 8 am for every day for like a week, and for the last three days I've been drinking before I go to bed. Not a lot (ok last night was alot >>) but enough to take that horrible edge off of this depression.
I don't know what to say or do... I need to get away for a while... How will I do that? I don't know where to go. I wish I had a car, cuz then I could just drive away for a time. Drive myself to work and all that. Go out after work if I wanted to (with people or alone, it doesn't matter). But I'm trapped.
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I'm just hoppin on here to say that Dustin and I are having an appt warming party on the 16th (a saturday). it'll be some time in the evening. booze will be there. video games will be there. Hmm. yeah, saturday evening. the 16th.
We don't have the internet yet.. hopefully soon! Give me a call or get a hold of me some other way :D.
Love you all!
Janiece
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I cried!
Robby's Night
True Story -- Worth Reading!!!
At the prodding of my friends, I am writing this
story. My name is Mildred Hondorf. I am a former elementary school music teacher from Des Moines, Iowa. I've always supplemented my income by teaching piano lessons-something I've done for over 30 years. Over the years I found that children have many
levels of musical ability. I've never had the pleasure of having a prodigy though I have taught some talented students.
However I've also had my share of what I call "musically challenged" pupils. One such student was Robby. Robby was 11 years old when his mother (a single Mom) dropped him off for his first piano lesson. I prefer that students (especially boys!) begin at an earlier age, which I explained to Robby.
But Robby said that it had always been his mother's dream to hear him play the piano. So I took him as a student. Well, Robby began with his piano lessons and from the beginning I thought it was a hopeless endeavor. As much as Robby tried, he lacked the sense of tone and basic rhythm needed to excel. But he dutifully reviewed his scales and
some elementary pieces thatI require all my students to learn.
Over the months he tried and tried while I listened and cringed and tried to encourage him. At the end of each weekly lesson he'd always say, "My mom's going to hear me play someday." But it seemed hopeless. He just did not have any inborn ability. I only knew his mother from a distance as she dropped Robby off or waited in her aged car to pick him
up. She always waved and smiled but never stopped in.
Then one day Robby stopped coming to our lessons.
I thought about calling him but assumed because of his lack of ability, that he had decided to pursue something else. I also was glad that he stopped coming. He was a bad adertisement for my teaching!
Several weeks later I mailed to the student's homes a flyer on the upcoming recital. To my surprise Robby (who received a flyer) asked me if he could be in the recital. I told him that the recital was for current pupils and because he had dropped out he really did not
qualify. He said that his mother had been sick and unable to take him to piano lessons but he was still practicing "Miss Hondorf I've just got to play!" he insisted.
I don't know what led me to allow him to play in the recital. Maybe it was his persistence or maybe it was something inside of me saying that it would be all right. The night for the recital came. The high school gymnasium was packed with parents, friends and relatives. I put Robby up last in the program before I was to come up and thank all the students and play a finishing piece. I thought that any damage he would do would come at the end
of the program and I could always salvage his poor performance through my "curtain closer."
Well, the recital went off without a hitch. The students had been practicing and it showed. Then Robby came up on stage. His clothes were wrinkled and his hair looked like he'd run an eggbeater through it. "Why didn't he dress up like the other students?" I thought. "Why
didn't his mother at least make him comb his hair for this special night?"
Robby pulled out the piano bench and he began. I was surprised when he announced that he had chosen Mozart's Concerto #21in C Major. I was not prepared for what I heard next. His fingers were light on the keys, they even danced nimbly on the ivories. He went from
pianissimo to fortissimo. From allegro to virtuoso. His suspended chords that Mozart demands were magnificent! Never had I heard Mozart played so well by people his age.
After six and a half minutes he ended in a grand crescendo and everyone was on their feet in wild applause.
Overcome and in tears I ran up on stage and put my arms around Robby in joy. "I've never heard you play like that Robby! How'd you do it? " Through the microphone Robby explained: "Well Miss Hondorf ... Remember I told you my Mom was sick? Well, actually she had cancer and passed away this morning And well . . . She was born deaf so tonight was the first time she ever heard me play. I wanted to make it special."
There wasn't a dry eye in the house that evening. As the people from Social Services led Robby from the stage to be placed into foster care, noticed that even their eyes were red and puffy and I thought to myself how much richer my life had been for taking Robby as my
pupil.
No, I've never had a prodigy but that night I became a prodigy. . Of Robby's. He was the teacher and I was the pupil for it is he that taught me the meaning of perseverance and love and believing in yourself and maybe even taking a chance in someone and you don't know
why.
Robby was killed in the senseless bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City in April of 1995. And now, a footnote to the story.
If you are thinking about forwarding this message, you are probably thinking about which people on your address list aren't the "appropriate" ones to receive this type of message. The person who sent this to you believes that we can all make a difference. So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice: Do we act
with compassion or do we pass up that opportunity and leave the world a bit colder in the
process?
You have two choices now:
1. Delete this.
2. Forward it to the people you care about.
You know the choice I made. Thank you for reading this
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So I know I haven't updated in forever... but playing wow and work eat up all of my time. Starbucks is going a bit better, my manager said that I would get my raise and back pay. Which is good! I like money!
Dustin and I are moving in together on Wednesday the 22! We have our appt and we are signing the lease that day. And then moving in! I'm so excited!!!!
Hope you all have been good!
<3 Janiece
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I only have one day off this whole week. Just saturday! Sunday I only work for 4 hrs at Carrabba's, but it's still work!
Here was my plan for the day:
1. Yoga at 8:15 (check!)
2. Mom's to carve pumpkins (check!)
3. Go visit Papa (no check, he didn't call me back)
4. Get some work pants (check!)
5. Play WoW (NO FUCKING CHECK)
Andy's computer won't work with my harddrives. XP won't install. Dustin is trying my dvd drive instead of andy's, we will see if that works. I bet you $10 it won't, because Gods hate towards me takes the form of my computers. I swear.
I just really hope I didn't waste that 15$, that's money I could be using for other things too...
Today I got a pair of work pants and a sweet apron from Old Navy. The apron is black with bones on it (like it was your body, you know?) with a <3 behind the ribs. I really like it. The pants are nice, but they are just work pants. I was going to get another black polo, but they price killed them to like 97 cents so they were all gone :'(. I missed it by a day. Maybe I can find some online... I will check. I also got dustin a cool belt. Also, we went to Target (wanted to look for pants there). I decided to try on bras, becuase I would like a new one or so. I learned that I'm now a 38 DD. Freakin double D. ><'. That's so much boob, it kinda bothers me. But I did get 2 nice bra's, and they do feel a lot better than my other ones!
Please let the computer work! I love you god!
That's all for now,
Nieco
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So I went ahead and restarted my wow account, because I was going to borrow andy's old computer till I got mine fixed. It needed a hard drive, but that was all, and I have 3 so i was good. I thought. Of course it doesn't work. I don't know what the hell is wrong but for some reason dustin can't get it started up. I wish to fucking god I would have just bought a fucking dell or something. If i hadn't spent so much money on my video card and if i thought I could sell it for even 1/2 what I bought it for i swear i'd buy a fucking dell. I have such bad luck with this stuff. and when things go wrong it's like something totally new, so no one knows what is the matter. It's really annoying.
Starbucks is goin ok. I got promoted to store trainer whoo wee. at least a dollar more/hour so that's good. I'll make at least 7.20 an hour then ><'. I'm worried about the grand opening. I hopt it's not really really busy, because we are all new to this. I don't even know how they do everything. /sigh. I am gettin like 40 hrs a week though. Whee. Good money, i'll be able to move out soon, then I can spend money on my compy :s.
All right, that's all for now!
Nieco
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So Jenn! I uh.. wanna cosplay this now:
>>. Yeah! Go to http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/info/items/armorsets/. Under class select 'shaman' and under race select 'troll' and look at the other costumes available XD. Heehehehee....
I had a pretty good day at work. The 8 hrs went by pretty damn fast! I think that it is a good thing that I ate a good breakfast! I didn't actually do starbucks training today... instead I was int he deli and starbucks is tomorrow through friday.
Yuki is in town now? i help with braids if you aren't done. One of you call me, you should have my number by now XD.
I need to go take a sleepy medicine so I can go to bed pretty soon here....
In other news, i sewed mikey's and my yoga straps, and now I'm painting mikeys. I'll have to take a pic of it. 8' long strap, every 4 inches is a 4 inch long line art drawing of a yoga pose. very simple, but I'm painting it with a toothpick. yeah. this is surely a labor of love ><'.
I hope the bears game is almost over, dustin is scary football fan when his team is losing, i had to leave the room!
that's all for now!
Nieco
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I really really like yoga. I went Saturday morning with Mikey to the YMCA again, and this time the normal teacher was there. He does a really great class. I couldn't do everything yet, but I have confidence. We did the downward facing dog position a lot (yeah it sounds wierd ><). It's very difficult, I can't stretch out my legs all the way. We did the warrior poses too, I liked those! Also I learned some things that seemed to help my back feel all nice and stretched.
After yoga I came home and tried to wake dustin up because it was the nelsons chicken day for the japanese club... both of us decided we wanted to sleep more ><. I was sooooo tired. He had to go to a viewing and rather than go to sell the chicken I stayed asleep. I feel bad but they had enough people. After Dustin got back Mikey and Cheryl stopped by. They got me my own yoga mat as a present ^__^. Also Mikey had wanted a yoga strap, but they are like 8$ or something in stores. I told him to go to a fabric store and I could sew the ends up so they didn't fray. He got two 8' lengths of black cotton strap for both of us, and some D rings for the ends :D. So now I have my own strap and a mat! No bag yet though. I was thinking about making one....
Well, time to go to work! Maybe I will write more afterwards :D.
xoxo,
Janiece
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Just so you know... this entry will probably be very unfocused etc, as it's 6:30 am....
Today I had my first day of work at meijer. I go in at 3, couldn't find Donna (my supervisor/team leader/ whatever), had her paged, found her! She asked me if I had a hat and apron, and I told her no. She had me start on the computer training. So I sit around doing this for hours... and it's then 8! That was what time I was supposed to be able to go home. Dustin was waiting in the parking lot and everything for me. I called her phone to tell her i was leaving and ask if she had any instructions for me, and she was gone!!!! Some other ladies in the training room called someone else for me and told me she'd be in at 6 am and I could get a hold of her then. Needless to say, i was very annoyed. I was abandoned in a freaking cold place sitting at a computer for 5 hrs!
So I found dustin and we did a tiny bit of grocery shopping and then went home.. All I did was cook, watch HGTV for hours, play harvest moon, and do crafty things. I drew a picture and sewed a purse thing. I actually liked how the purse turned out, for no planning whatsoever. It's just a style that I had in my head and I just whipped it up. I used my Ran trench coat for it XD. There is a big gaping hole in the center now. In the garage I found a grommet kit, but it was larger sized ones and they are brass. I used those on the strap. You'd have to see it. Like I said, I'm actually pretty proud of it. The picture also turned out very nice. It's a bit different than most of my drawings, esp cuz i colored it with grey tones.
So yeah, 6:30 and I call donna. She was like 'he didn't tell you when to come it?' and I was thinking to myself 'who the hell is she talking about?!' I lied and said i couldn't come in thurs (today) at all -_- cuz I don't have a ride. partially true. The other thing is that I too have hurt my back! I think it is from that chair, the back part leans back and I always sit up perfectly straight. Anyways, it hurts like hell and I don't want to sit for another 5 hrs or however long it will take me to finish the computer stuff.
Today I just want to visit mom at kelly's and eat a yummy breakfast, put laundry away, relax, play harvest moon, go to jclub... that's all.
xoxo,
Nieco
p/s yesterday I asked Dustin to teach me to play chess again, it's been years. He beat me really badly, and I was sad. I told him he was supposed to go easy on me since it's been so long and I'm not really good at that kind of game. he said he DID go easy on me! and then I said 'you should have let me win!' He just laughed at me and then I punched him a few times. It's good to be in love \^o^/~<3. oyasumi!
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I had Emma go in at carrabba's for me today. I don't know why... I do need the money... I have a cell phone bill due in 2 weeks. At least I'll get paid weekly for meijer! wewt. When it's biweekly pay I can never remember what week it is I swear. Perhaps if I wasn't getting tipshare as well it wouldn't be so hard... Weekly > biweekly. Mikey only gets paid once a month! When he first told me that i was like 0_0! How do you live!?!?!
So today I woke up at 2, called carrabba's to tell them emma was coming in, let brandy out, then back in, and went back to sleep till 5. I don't know what was up with that, I don't think I needed that much sleep, but hey! Then I ate some leftover potato pancakes (that I made last nite! yum) for breakfast and eventually showered and all that. Did a bunch of laundry. Right now I'm washing my red meijer polo shirt w/ some towels that won't be stained if the red runs. It's so rough and itchy and has fuzzies, I thought a wash would be good for it.
dustin and I wrestled for a while. I'm glad he's ticklish or it just wouldn't be fair!Right now I feel like I really want to clean the house, but mikey and dustin are both sleeping and I would wake them up prolly. I can't wait till I have my own place... hopefully we can keep it neat and clean ><. I realized that our living room area will be a bit crowded. We might have to put a computer desk in the bedroom or something. The living room is only so big and i want both computer desks, a tv and a couch out there. And chairs or whatever. I'll figure it out I'm sure. I don't mind if we block one of the patio doors partially, you only need the one.
Tomorrow is my first real day at meijer. I'm worried but not. The only thing is that I hate hate hate hate working 8 hr days. Not that I'm for sure that they will work me that long, but they probably will. 6 hrs plz god plz! Tomorrow Donna said i'd be there from about 3-8, which is fine, because that is what i work at carrabba's pretty much. And if it is new it is different. I haven't put in my two weeks yet at carrabba's, I need to find out if they will give me 30-35 hrs first. I'd also like to find out how much money I'll be making eventually, for christ's sake.
That's probably enough rambling for now.
Ja,
Janiece
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[09 Oct 2006|10:46pm] |
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Not much has happened since the last time I posted... Today I got hired at Meijer for thier Starbucks. Whoo. I will be working in the bakery/deli till then. I think i would honestly rather work in the bakery, but beggers cant be choosers. Or something like that. Technically I started today but it was just a class thingy. I don't even know what my pay rate is..... ><'. they don't know what it is for the Starbucks people yet. The good thing is that even at part time I can get benefits. Yay. I am asking for about 30 hrs a week, that should cover everything. I hope. I will have to see how much i get paid! The sucky thing is that it is the meijer on grape, which is so far away from where I will be living. I'll have to drive all that way every day.. dammit! And there is one RIGHT next to the appts we will be getting. Maybe we should check out Indian lakes, they are owned by the same people I think.
Other than that nothing is up really. I will be quitting carrabba's, because my hours will definately conflict, so yay to that. I want to play wow really badly. I feel sad because I wish I had parents that would pay for everything. I want to be spoiled. I want to have this job because I chose it and now I can spend my money on things I want. I wish my mom would freaking give me my child support. That money is needed!!!
I am happy though. Dustin and I spend our time together and I love being with him.
I'm hungry.. think i'll go make a sammich.
Janiece
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[03 Oct 2006|04:04am] |
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Well! I got extremely lucky! I have an interview for Martin's Central Bakery at 1 tomorrow~. I pray to GOD that I get this job, I want OUT of carrabba's (as you all should know if you have read any of my entries lately ><). Today I opened rather than coming in at 5:30 and closing, as opposed to the last.. o 7 mondays or so. So I was definately late. 40 min late. At least the morning was slow :D. The worst part was that I was working with Nicole... who has been there for like 3 years and is the freakin princess (o i talked about her didn't i...). Anyways, she hardly talks to me at all. And people come up and talk to her and just totally ignore me. She clocked in at 5:30 and didn't work at all until 6. Then she takes a smoke break i dunno.. every 30 min at least. fucking LAME imo. here's hoping i will soon be done w/ this crap :D.
After work I went over to Old Navy. I got a new purse and a new pair of shoes. They are both very cute! http://www.oldnavy.com/browse/product.do?cid=17095&pid=419855&scid=419855002 are the shoes and they don't have the bag i got on the site, but it is brown cordoroy with two small front pockets w/ hook closures, and a larger back pocket w/ a snap at the top (that I put my keys in!). The inside is very roomy w/ another inside pocket for smaller things as well. I like it a lot. The shoes I won't be able to wear w/o socks I think, but that is fine. Unless I can find a way for patent leather that is really stiff not to blister my feets to all hell :s. I probably shouldn't have spent the money, but the shoes were 20, and i put that on my card, and the purse was another 20, and I paid for that with the money I made working sunday (which I wouldn't normally have gotten, so it is all good).
After that we went to meijer real fast to get some eggs, choc syrup and milk and then to taco bell for dinner. We sat down in time to catch most of Heros, which kicks ass, and I think i will try to watch it every week. I didn't get to see the first episode, but we saw a rerun on usa by chance and I watched that (that was way later though). Then I made some chocolate chip cookies. And I feel bad cuz I ate a bunch and some dough ><. Good thing I will be bringing some to work. I can get rid of them XD. I don't want to be a fat pastry chef! lol. If that is the case I will have to go to the Y more often to work out and stuff.
Erm I think that is all for now.
Tune in next time!
~Janiece
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[02 Oct 2006|12:22am] |
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Begin rant.
Today I had a day off.. nothing out of the ordinary, but still... I wake up to my phone ringing NONSTOP as emma tries to get me to come in for her. seems she needed to go to the hospital or some shit, and wanted me to come in for her at 4.. she was like 'it should only be for a couple hours' blah BLAH BLAH etc. so I did. First of all, when i got there both her and mary jo ditch on me before meredith arrives. Mary jo had a dinner party planned. emma had to go get her cat scan or w/e bullshit. DO YOU WANT THIS JOB OR FUCKING NOT?!?!? Is what I want to ask them. for fuck's sake you would think they could stand to do a little FUCKING work! There is NEVER a silverware roller sunday before 6. They think this: o lets just wait till we RUN OUT and then make the person that comes in at 4 do it. GREAT FUCKING IDEA! They were kinda busy, but emma had enough time to write out 4 fucking days in the fucking team sheet. She could have been polishing some motherfucking silverware, so that when I ran the fuck out, there would at least be some to roll real fast.
Niether one of them work ever, i swear. They just stand around and bullshit. emma stands there and talks to her dearest john over at the bar. god damn go to HELL. Fuck that. Emma never does her side work. Is it SO hard to put toilet paper in the stalls? Fuck no it isn't! Is it so hard to wipe off the specials board at the end of the day? it takes two fucking minutes, at most!
ARGHHHHHH!
And THEN fucking precious princess nicole comes in at 5, and leaves at FUCKING SIX OCLOCK! WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!? I was CALLED IN and had to stay till 8, not the 6 emma said. I don't know why i fuckin listened to her tho... so it's partly my own fault. i coulda turned off my phone.
well whatever... I just need to get a new job. My next day off (wed) i am going to go to EVERY single bakery i can find in the phone book i think. maybe I'll find one that way :s.
End rant
I want to get this job and move out of the house and play wow! those are my goals!
RWAR
I think I'm done for now... before I have a heart attack or something.
<3
Janiece
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